My life is a joke I could fall off the farce of the earth and know one could tell you what happen to me. becase my life is gonna you can talk about...it but god said NO to me. He said that life is were love lies alone were those who's life was stop god is the lord of them were love can not go. I close my eyes to see the light but what I got was pain the gate was close and were my heart was is now dirt. I gave my heart up for a hole so this pain can go away but it took me away for the one I love. I grow more alone by the time and I look at my self and I saw the blood of the sad and the fallen. I was like you at one time in my life but that was along time a go. You could say why die by your own hand with your life to become cold and alone inside with know soul or body I say life can be stop at one time in life so live and be happy unlike me. So get a way from the thing your on and go out side or read a book.